I'm left feeling a bit icky this morning from last night's dreams. I'm bothered that several of my dreams lately have been so violent and disturbing. I haven't been putting violence into my head so what is it? Am I afraid of something? Are there fears I need to face down?
Probably because I'm on the cusp of something big for myself. And with that comes the fear.
Like... Will I fail? Will I be rejected? Will others not connect to what I'm doing? Will I look stupid? Will I stop doing the work because of my fears? Will I lose sight of the fact that maybe somewhere out there someone is waiting/needing to hear what I've got to say? Will I lose or worse yet, not find my way? What about alienating people?
Without pretending to be a dream analyst, maybe that's what these dreams stem from. At least it got me to thinking.
You gotta name your fears to face them down.